And now I am left to my thoughts. Savages, they are! All they want to do is eat me alive.
And I try.
I try to let them come and go, and at peace too. But they come and they don’t go. They have made a home in my head. So I guess that means to accept it?
But how can I accept the rape, the abuse, the darkness that they always bring up?
All I want is to see peace and nothingness, and I fear the only way to do that is to end it myself.
-BP
(THIS IS NOT I SUICIDE NOTE)
